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  • It’s been a while!

    It’s been a while!

    Itโ€™s been a bit, hasn’t it? My last post went up around my birthday – though age is just a number until your back starts hurting, and life has been a total whirlwind ever since. Between the constant “life things” and navigating a few hurdles, I haven’t had much time to breathe, let alone write.

    The biggest update, however, is that Iโ€™ve finally made some massive breakthroughs with the game systems for DAPAUE, my detective project. Itโ€™s starting to feel like a real mystery now.

    As you can probably tell, the game looks completely different nowโ€”most notably, it’s officially moved into 3D. I started feeling like the “Investigative Desktop Sim” genre was getting a bit stale; there are so many variations popping up lately that the space really needs a fundamental shift. This is my attempt to shake things up.

    Inspired by the atmospheric storytelling of Gone Home and Virginia, DAPAUE casts you as a moderately respected agent sent to investigate a string of mysterious murders in a coastal Irish town. Youโ€™ll be:

    • Interacting with a cast of suspicious characters.
    • Collecting physical clues from the environment.
    • Connecting the threads on your own evidence board to uncover the truth.

    Iโ€™m aiming for a grounded, practical approach to detective work. That means zero hand-holding. Thereโ€™s no “ding” when you find the right answer; in fact, you won’t even know if youโ€™ve actually solved the case. Iโ€™m leaving that for the player community to debate and figure out together.


    Obsidian Plugin!

    In other news, I officially released my very first Obsidian plugin on GitHub today! Itโ€™s called Tab Colors, and it does exactly what youโ€™d expect: it lets you assign custom colors to your tabs.

    It does exactly as the name suggests. Let’s you assign a custom color to tabs!

    This started as a classic “I wish this existed” passion project. Iโ€™ve wanted this feature in Obsidian for ages. Inspired by the Adaptive Tab Bar Color, but wanting something more like OneNote where I can choose my own colors for tabs, I decided to try my hand at making one for Obsidian which happens to be my favorite notes app.

    Also it works in darkmode!

    Feel free to check it out and make some suggestions. I’ve already started working on some more features like tag assigned color, and some note background options.

    Hopefully will get into a better habit of updating this site, it’s suppose to be my personal version of social media, but I guess no social media is better than any social media.

    K

  • Dev Entry: 01// DAPAUE_OS

    Dev Entry: 01// DAPAUE_OS

    Iโ€™ve been making steady progress on my latest project – a game played entirely through a simulated desktop interface. The core loop involves digging through the digital remains of a clandestine government organization to uncover their darkest secrets.

    While Iโ€™m really happy with the “look and feel” of the operating system, Iโ€™ve hit a bit of a creative crossroads with the granular details. Designing the world within the interface such as character portraits for employee IDs, environmental shots in leaked files, and the visual branding of top-secret departments has been more challenging than expected. The goal is to make these elements feel authentic to the world without breaking the immersion of the desktop aesthetic.

    After hitting that wall, Iโ€™ve started to realize that maybe the “difficulty” of traditional character and environment design is actually a sign to lean harder into the gameโ€™s overall themes. In a world of redacted files and classified data, seeing too much could actually break the tension.

    So an approach I’ve been leaning into is a “Redacted Aesthetic.” Instead of worrying about high-fidelity character portraits, Iโ€™m experimenting with grainy CCTV stills and more abstract pixelated ID badges. If a file contains a “photo” of a top-secret facility, it doesn’t need to be a photo realistic depiction, it can be a stark, geometric floor plan or a thermal scan. I’ve been taking inspiration from more visually impressive games like Disco Elysium and the amazing Dishonored games.

    I love how they present the human face as a mise-mash of skewed shapes, often with disproportionate facial features to create a unique grounded fiction.

    PureRef reference board

    I’m focusing on embedding a “Corporate Brutalism” is starting to bridge the gap between the OS interface and the world-building. I feel that by focusing on the UI of bureaucracy through sterile fonts, intimidating logos, and endless spreadsheets – the environment designs themselves are becoming the storytelling devices. The goal now is to make the player feel less like they are playing a game and more like they are trespassing in a place where every file they open is a risk.

    So anyway… back to coding and designing at any free time I have, and can’t wait to share some of the systems I’ve designed along the way!

    Kara

  • Log Entry: 03 // Too Tired To Think

    Log Entry: 03 // Too Tired To Think

    Period:ย 9 Jan 2025 โ€“ 15 Jan 2026

    Contact Sheet: 2026_03

    Itโ€™s been a bit of a strange week, to be honest. Iโ€™m currently in that mid-thirties limbo of waiting to hear back on different things, and too tired to seek them out. I took a bit of a leap on a possible new opportunity, nothing of particular interest, just something to keep afloat for the later part of this year… Now I’m just in that restless period of keeping on top of tasks, checking the phone and trying to stay productive while I wait for the date to approach.

    To keep myself from falling into a blight of stress, Iโ€™ve gotten back into writing code for the fun of it. Iโ€™m messing around with the idea of investigation game, a bit like Her Story but purely text-driven. Itโ€™s set around the early 2010s and follows a crowd called the Department of Abstract Paraphysics & Applied Unmanifested Effects (DAPAUE). Iโ€™m keeping the details quiet for now, but itโ€™s been good to just build something without the usual pressure.

    Work in progress of the DAPAUE GUI working in a browser

    I also went to the cinema with my sister to see 28 Years Later: Bone Temple the other night. It was intense and I loved it as a sequel, touching on everything I love about the 28 franchise, and takes it to the next level!

    It also gave me a few ideas for the game, mostly about how countries could just be abandoned or forgotten. Iโ€™ve been thinking about this concept where entire places just drop out of the collective memory, where so much time passes that only a few niche historians even find the events interesting, while everyone else has just moved on and couldn’t care less.

    That ties in a bit with the research Iโ€™ve been doing on technologies for social output. Iโ€™ve actually got some academic collaborations coming up on that front, so itโ€™s busy enough. Itโ€™s a bit of a gear-shift moving between the academic side of things and just messing with code for the crack, but it keeps things interesting.

    Finally, Iโ€™m turning 38 next month as well. Itโ€™s a bit of a milestone, I suppose, especially with the precarious employment situation and the research projects all coming to a head at the same time, and I’ll just ignore the community work right now too!. Itโ€™s just one of those months where everything feels like itโ€™s in transition but needs rectification immediately.

    We’ll see how the leap pays off.

  • Log Entry: 02 //ย A Heavy Night

    Log Entry: 02 //ย A Heavy Night

    Period: 2 Jan 2025 โ€“ 8 Jan 2026

    Contact Sheet: 2026_01

    I was back to work on Friday, though Iโ€™m using the word “work” fairly liberally there. To be honest, the way Iโ€™m looking at things at the minute is more of a calculated risk, just hoping it leads to a bit of security down the road. That sense of security is really the main thing Iโ€™m after. Iโ€™ve never been the type of person with a massive desire for a high income or a fancy lifestyle. Iโ€™m not even necessarily looking for “happiness” in the way you see people talking about. Really, Iโ€™m just looking to reach a place where I can live in peace.

    To me, peace is just a place of comfort and kindness. It is a spot where I can just be myself without all the constant noise or that nagging pressure to be doing something “productive” or having to “contribute” to something every second of the day just for the sake of it.

    On a more optimistic note, Iโ€™ve been trying to get a bit of a handle on my health lately. I had a blood test a few weeks ago and, as I expected myself, the cholesterol wasn’t the best. To be honest, I havenโ€™t been feeling 100% for a while now, and my weight hasnโ€™t been great over the last twelve months. Without sharing too much, I managed to put on about an eighth of my body weight two years in a row. Speaking to a friend they mentioned it could be a Cortisol issue.

    Red Thai Curry with Tofu
    • 100g dehydrated tofu chunks
    • 1 x can of Chickpeas
    • 1 x 150ml jar of red Thai curry
    • 100g frozen mixed veg
    • Chopped bell pepper

    To help get things back on track, Iโ€™ve been working hard on cutting out as much salt as possible and just being a bit more mindful of what Iโ€™m actually doing and eating. I’ve also been trying to fix my sleep schedule, which has been a bit of a disaster. I started taking magnesium to help me settle, and Iโ€™ll just say the first night was an experience and leave it at that. Itโ€™s a work in progress, like everything else.

    I had a community event this week too, which was a great change of pace. There was a good turn out and we had a lot of fun just chatting away to one another, talking about the year ahead and enjoying the social side of things. Itโ€™s easy to forget how much a bit of genuine connection helps when youโ€™ve been stuck in your own head.

    So yeah, the next week is looking like a busy one. I have plenty of projects on the go, both with research and the community side of things. Itโ€™ll be a bit of a balancing act trying to keep the head down and get the work done while still making sure I donโ€™t lose that bit of peace Iโ€™m looking for. I suppose we’ll see how it goes.

  • Log Entry: 01 // A Sense of Record

    Log Entry: 01 // A Sense of Record

    Period: 25 Dec 2025 โ€“ 1 Jan 2026

    Contact Sheet: 2026_01

    Like most people in the 21st century I have spent far too much time lost in the digital vortex. My own memories have started to feel like clutter because they are buried in a digital bucket filled with thousands of meaningless images and notes. I realized that I was capturing my life without actually witnessing it. This site is my attempt to change that by creating a personal record of key moments and highlights throughout 2026.

    I want this to be more than just a blog. I’m treating it as a digital journal and an anthology where I can catalogue my interests and explore the creative avenues I have ignored for too long. To keep myself honest I’ve set a weekly rhythm that involves a maximum of seven photo uploads every Thursday. I chose this number to truly focus on building a visual memory of the week.

    Limiting myself to seven frames is a deliberate act of restraint. It pushes me to stop and think before I click and to actually look at my surroundings with a sense of purpose. I want to move away from the mindless habit of snapping ten versions of the same thing and instead commit to the one that actually matters.

    However I don’t want this log to be restricted to photos alone. I have always felt the pull to try other mediums like sketching, sculpting and audio clips or short stories but I never had a dedicated place to put them. I want this log to be my personal laboratory for experimentation. A sketch might capture the mood of a quiet afternoon better than a photo ever could while an audio clip can preserve the specific atmosphere of a place in a way that words cannot reach.

    This first entry marks the start of a year where I choose to be more intentional. It is the beginning of a creative habit that is for me first and foremost. I am looking forward to 2026 and seeing what this anthology becomes as the weeks unfold.